If you are human and you inhabit a body, then you must eat. Being hungry can go beyond the physical. Have you been hungry for love? Connection? Excitement?
If you are human and you have a pulse, you are living. What then, do you agree to for this one wild and precious life?
You might think your problem is personal, and that your story is unique. It is.
However, if you zoom out and see the larger political and social landscape, you will realize that all you have been doing was internalizing what you were repeatedly taught. It’s not working for you because the rules are broken, not because you are broken.